Sunday, January 30, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 25

Day 25- a picture that inspires you.

This is my Bethie- she's incredibly inspiring to me. She's had some hard knocks in the last few years yet she remains completely faithful and really is such an inspiration to me. I'm so sad she's moving back to Texas. :( Guess I'll just have to come visit. I love you Bethie!

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 21 repeat

So I realized that I posted the picture of Michael twice, which may be cheating. So here is another picture of someone I find attractive.


My girls don't call him Hot James without a reason. And sorry I cropped you and Kristen out, Roni. If you had gotten the hint, I wouldn't have had to.

Photo Challenge Day 24


Day 24- post a photo of something you want to be when you grow up.


Clearly I knew back in the day that I wanted to be a teacher. I get excited about timelines.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 23


Day 23- a picture of something you want to do today.


Sleep. That is all.

(oh my gosh, ps, i just noticed- super old couches!)

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Sundance or Bust


This past weekend, there was an alumni event down at Sundance Film Festival. I've never been to Sundance before and so I rounded up some friends to go down to the weekend. Early Saturday morning (would have been earlier if my alarm had gone off!), Yosh, Sam, Mike (also known as Bobcat) headed down the I-84 to Utah, armed with some good music and gorgeous views. And of course, a lot of laughter. Our views were only slightly marred by Yosh's windscreen which was a little dirtier because of a broken windshield fluid mechanism. This brought about some off the side of the road window washing.



We made it down to Ogden in good time and headed straight to a restaurant called Bistro 235 where a prospective student event was being held. There were only two students (well... one really, the other one only had one question: Is there a ballroom dancing club. So she didn't count) but we got to talk a little about our experiences and talk up the college that we all loved so well (except Mike, obviously, as he's from Montana but his older brother Nick went to the college so he had some perspective). After the lunch and chatting with Will, the admissions counselor in charge, we headed over to the Hampton and went over to hang out with Emma and Candice in their room. We all got to know each other and chatted and discussed whether we wanted to go up to a pre-dinner reception but ended up just deciding to get changed and head over to dinner.



We walked past the Peery Egyptian Theatre where the movies were going to be played that night and down to the famous 25th Street where Roosters was located. When we arrived upstairs, one table was taken by the "grown-ups" (all those over 40), so we started our "Kids" table. It was the more fun one anyway.


Then we headed over to the theater. Tom, the alumni who set up this event, is the finance manager for the Eccles Conference Centre that connects to the theater so he set us up with a board room for a reception and drinks and also booked us the VIP boxes. It was pretty swanky. I've never been in a private box before, especially not one with free wine, beer, water, sodas and free popcorn. We got our tickets and headed in to watch the first movie.




The first movie was called Project Nim. Nim was the chimpanzee who in the 1970s became the focus of a landmark experiment which aimed to show that an ape could learn to communicate with language if raised and nurtured like a human child. He was taken from his mother practically at birth and given to a family living on the upper west side in New York. He grew first at the house with this family and then eventually moved to a house in upstate New York owned by Columbia University. Teachers worked with him to teach him sign language and how to communicate and attempt to dissuade him from chimp-like behaviour, including lashing out in anger when he was frustrated. However, the project was not done with scientific protocol, there weren't too many logs or data and several teachers left after having affairs with the lead "scientist" or because of being attacked. Five years later, the project was abruptly shut down and Nim was sent back to the place of his birth- basically a chimp prison. After those horrible conditions, he was taken to the NYU Medical Experimentation Lab for chimps and was tested on with various vaccines. Through the hard work of a handler at the chimp prison, Nim was able to make his way to a ranch for abused animals and eventually live with several other chimps. Nim had an extraordinary journey through human society, and made an enduring impact on the people he met along the way. The film was an unflinching and unsentimental biography of an animal they tried to make human and the result was comic, revealing and profoundly unsettling.

The best part of this movie was that James Marsh, the director, was on hand and he brought up several "stars" of the film- Bob, the hippie handler who was Nim's biggest advocate; one of his teachers at the house upstate (whose name I can't remember), Laura, Nim's "second mother" and a four-year teacher on the project who was possibly the biggest influence on Nim and his education, and Stephanie, the woman who took Nim into her home, without the consultation of her family or husband. It was great to hear them talk about their experiences today and how they remembered Nim and Bob got the biggest round of applause.
During "intermission", we went back to the board room for more drinks and some delicious desserts and chatting. President Marv and Laurie were there and I got to chat with Laurie for a bit before we headed back in to the second movie. This one was called "In A Better World" and it was a Danish film. The main character, Anton is a doctor who commutes between his home in an idyllic town in Denmark, and his work at an African refugee camp. In these two very different worlds, he and his family are faced with conflicts that lead them to difficult choices between revenge and forgiveness. Anton and his wife Marianne, who have two young sons, are separated and struggling with the possibility of divorce. Their older, ten-year-old son Elias is being bullied at school, until he is defended by Christian, a new boy who has just moved from London with his father, Claus. Christian's mother recently lost her battle with cancer, and Christian is greatly troubled by her death. Elias and Christian quickly form a strong bond, but when Christian involves Elias in a dangerous act of revenge with potentially tragic consequences, their friendship is tested and lives are put in danger. Elias and Christian decide to pull off a large-scale plan of revenge against a man who several times hit and belittled Anton. Anton continually stresses the idea of turning the other cheek, but Christian ignores. In the end, Elias ends up becoming injured which is Christian's "come to Jesus moment" where he decides he should just end himself so that his father won't be burdened with him any longer. It's up to Anton to coax Christian off the edge of the building, literally and figuratively and is the real turning point in all of their lives. Ultimately, it is their parents who are left to help them come to terms with the complexity of human emotions, pain and empathy. It was a very intense movie that forced all of us to look at our definition of morality and ethics and right and wrong.


After the movies the young crowd relaxed in the hot tub a little before heading to bed. The next morning the guys and I headed off to Park City about an hour away. We found a great, free parking spot maybe twenty minutes away from the main area of Park City and had about two hours or so to walk around. Sadly the only famous people we saw were gone by the time we registered who they were but Isabella Rosselini and Cheryl Hines are now checked off the list of celebrities seen. Park City was definitely a quaint little place with some great shops and restaurants. I would have loved more time there but it was a six hour drive back home and it had already been a long two days. Next year, we're definitely going to spend more time in Park City. Maybe even ski down the hill that ends in the middle of town.



The great weekend was topped off with a visit to In 'N Out on the way home. Delicious and way closer than having to go to California for a double-double, fries and a shake.

Photo Challenge Day 22


Day 22- a photo that brings back a good memory


Shiri and I fondly looked back at our England trip and refer to it as a series of unfortunate events. A LOT went wrong on that trip. But this pictures was from probably the best day. We laughed at silly American teenagers taking pictures up against Stonehenge, we wandered right up next to cows, we climbed over fences, we had deep talks about what historical figures we'd invite to dinner, I even climbed a tree. I haven't climbed a tree since I was probably eight. Clearly there was something in the air. I wouldn't go back and change anything about this great day at Stonehenge, the Salisbury Plain and Old Sarum.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 21

Day 21- a photo of someone you find attractive

Oh hello hottie husband :)

This is me...

So I know that I'm snarky, but this is the epitome of snark.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Wouldabeenaversary

In the hustle and bustle of a busy week at school, plus then Sundance, I wasn't able to post on January 20th, the one year anniversary of when I left for Oxford. So I thought it would be fitting to post what I journaled about that night.

One year ago, I left for the greatest adventure I could have ever imagined. I miss Oxford, the life I led there, living with Roni, the experiences that I had, the opportunities given, the museum, my little Somalian munchkins, the bad commercials, going to the market, public transportation-to say I miss it a lot would be a massive understatement. Tonight I went to the Alumni Book Club discussing the Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis which I felt was quite fitting given the circumstances. While reading the beginning about the bus, I was picturing Magdalen and the queues of buses in front of Debenhams, the club, the Sainsbury's and the hotel that I would stand at at least five times a week waiting to take the 2 or 6 back home. We discussed the idea that we control whether we see heaven or hell- it's a state of mind and being. To me, Oxford was my heaven. It was in England, a place I had dreamed of living for years, where I met great friends, have adventures, explored, laughed and cried. I came to realize in this discussion we were having that your life is what you make of it. I am in no way unhappy here in Idaho- I have been quite blessed in fact and the fact that I hang out with 90% of those at book club helped prove that- but I know that I hold Oxford and that experience up on a pedestal. I know that unless I change my view, that I will always be in a "hell". I need to let go of the things that are holding me back (like the woman in the Great Divorce who couldn't move past her overpowering, obsessive love for her son), remove that facade that gets put on for people (like the dwarf holding the chained Tragedian on a leash) and make a heaven out of where I am. "If earth is chosen instead of heaven, it will turn out to be only a region of hell; and earth, if put second to heaven, to have been from the beginning a part of heaven itself." It won't be easy and at times I'll get sad, frustrated, discouraged but by making a change, I'll turn this earth into a heaven. People will be more real, I'll be more honest, radical changes will happen. I'm not in charge of the ultimate plan, but it's my decision regarding how I'll handle it. Will I look for a souvenir of hell or will I accept heaven and be left with not a single scrap of hell. Only time will tell, because it's a process, but no matter how hard, painful, discouraging, long the process is, in the end, the result will be heaven and honestly, what better reward is there than that?

Photo Challenge Day 20


Day 20- a photo of something you ate today.


Smoothie soooooo good on my sore throat.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Ugh

"His throat was so dry and painful it felt like his tonsils had enlarged to the size of fat, noxious plums; their presence at the back of his throat ground together and made Noel want to be somewhere very far away from his own neck. He needed a cold drink. Coke. Coke! His tongue cramped with anticipation. He felt feverish, light-headed and weak. How did this come on so fast?"

Oh Noel, I feel your pain. My throat started to hurt on Friday afternoon but I powered through Sundance on Saturday and Sunday, as well as teaching on Monday to find out at the urgent care clinic that I have strep. Woo-hoo. So now I have to take it easy and get better because swallowing is a pain in the pants. I'm also a little loopy right now, as I tend to be with I'm sick. I just was downstairs wrapped in a blanket, making some tea and eating runny eggs out of the pan. Who needs plates? I certainly don't. Just because I'm acting like a senile old woman doesn't mean I am one. And where did this lovely description that I sympathize with? It's from this brand new book I just got called "End of the Line". It's a bunch of short horror stories all taking place in an underground/subway system. The tube, of course, is frequently visited, but also the LA and NY subway systems, the Metro and a few fictionalized ones. I'm very excited to read this. Quite surprise how much I resonated with those first few paragraphs. Oh Noel, I do understand where you're coming from. Although not sure I'm with you on the Coke.

So Sundance pictures and stories will come soon when I feel up to it. Now off to find out if it's OK to take amoxicillian and Nyquil so I can sleep. Peace.

Photo Challenge Day 19

Day 19- Post a picture from last summer.

step right up, join the show, there's so much for you to learn and know

Friday, January 21, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 18


Day 18- post a picture of your town.

This here's the view from my window. Jealous much?

i'm posting three challenge photos at once sing i'm going out of town and won't have my computer til sunday night. and i'll probably forget sunday night so i'll be back on monday! hopefully with cool and interesting and exciting sundance film festival stories!

Photo Challenge Day 17


Day 17- post a picture from a trip you'll never forget.







Let's see- starving in Newquay, Kristen freaking out the old man in the hat as she forged her way up the hill, Land's End Photos at Land's End, "PENZANCE, WE'RE COMING FROM PENZANCE! Why can't she understand me????", unimpressment at the Mayflower exhibit, DARTMOOR, Kristen nearly running old ladies over and getting chewed out, seriously, would you forget a trip like this?

Photo Challenge Day 16

Day 16- post a picture from your childhood.

Happy birthday seven year old Michal!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 14

Day 14- post a picture of you and a family member.


My sweet "baby" cousin Ofek. Love him!

..... i skipped day 14. my bad....

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 15

Day 15- post a photo of your best friend(s)

megan and amanda


hadasi


megan

So I have four best friends. Deal with it.

One of those people...

So, I've become one of those people. One of those people who gets up at what would be the crack of dawn if the crack of dawn up in these parts wasn't 7:45 am. I was up this morning at 5:45 am, pulled on my running shoes and an ear warmer, grabbed my ipod and headed out to run for 30 mins. It was pitch black, minus maybe three street lights. Not a soul was up and at 'em yet. There were a few cars with their engine on, warming up because the streets were icy and the windows were frosted over. I could see my breath as I ran intervals. It was freezing. I made the mental note to wear longer sleeves next time and tuck them into my gloves. I ran down my street, did a loop, ran through a park, circled around the parking lot a few times and then back home. As I was running through the park, two dogs started yapping at me. I started to visualize a montage of me running over a period of days, having a few run-ins with the dogs, then later throwing treats at them to make them stop barking, eventually having them get so used to me that they wouldn't make a sound when I ran by. Uh-oh, now I was becoming one of those people who visualize movie montages in their heads. But all in all, the run wasn't too bad. I liked the solitude. I liked the silence. I loved the darkness. I loved the large full moon overhead that illuminated my path when there were no street lights around. I liked the feeling of being so productive so early in the morning. So today was day 1. Let's see if I'm able to do the same on Friday and keep this up. Maybe one day I really will be one of those people who just like to run. Only time will tell.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 13

Day 13- a picture of your favorite movie


Well, it's not my favorite, favorite movie but Kingdom of Heaven is really up there among the top few (mainly for its historic accuracy). So here if Orlando Bloom to represent that. Hi Orlando!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Photo Challenge Day 12

Day 12- a photo from when you were happy.


New York, New York! I couldn't pick which one because clearly I'm stoked about being in NYC, performing at Carnegie, seeing DANIELLE and my family, exploring and nightlife!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

This has been my life for the past few days

Well, I like the fog, the mystery mist
When the clouds tangle low 'round the trees with a twist
When everything's quiet, soft as the air
Curled in the grass, like grandfather's hair

Well I'm wide awake, but it feels like a dream
Like the whole world is covered in low-fat whipped cream
Where does it come from, nobody knows
But I'm playing hide and seek with ends of my toes

What's that thing over there by the tree
I know it's not you and I know it's not me
Maybe it's a lion or a giant hedge hog!
Nope, it's just a bush with a coat made of fog

It feels so close, and yet it's so far
I want to reach out and touch it, take it home in a jar
I'd bring it to school, and I'd show it to all the kids
I'd say, "This is my fog. Don't open the lid!"

Well, that would be fun, and it makes me remember
How I like the fog of a cool November
When everything's quiet, soft as the air
Curled in the grass like grandfather's hair.

Fog- Tom Knight

Photo Challenge Day 11

Day 11- a picture of a night you loved.

Not only did my best friend get married to the man of her dreams, I got to dance the night away with the two more beautiful dance partners ever!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

In Honor of Coyote Connections today

A taste of the Crimbo Hols

I read in a book once that the British slang for Christmas holiday is Crimbo Hols. I've emailed Katie to confirm this but I haven't heard back so I'm going to use it for now. I was home for almost a month and lots of fun times happened. Here is a photo chronicle of some of the events. I'm sorry I don't have pictures for everything but there were some good times that were not documented- breakfast with Hazel and Sara, dinner at Jaleps with Lisa, dance sessions with Cambria, Cosette and Titus, chat and cello with Jeanne, lots of lake walks with friends, and more. But here are is the picture evidence of other good times.

I hung out with my "family"- my sweet Junior High staff girls (and my lovie Cambria)
oh sweet Titus- I love his "off the shoulder" jersey
best friend
Cody won this in white elephant- to throw on the ice after his gf's skating comps- this is why I love him. And because he had never seen Zoolander before so Junior High Christmas party ended up with eight of us on the couch watching. And Shasta standing in front of the TV during the inappropriate scenes.
Christmas cookie baking- Nutcracker Sweets, sugar cookies, mint brownies, pumpkin spice bars. Delish
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Finished product. Nutcracker Sweets are the best.

Decorating the tree. I nearly died. No, I really didn't but it certainly looks precarious.
Shiri got the honors this year. I get it next year. We wrote a note about it.
Merry Christmas!
Beautiful tree laden with our million ornaments. No joke.
Story time- my books are The Grinch, Christmas in the Big Woods and the Nutracker.

Liberty Bell cookie. Wow, I really have the drunky eyes, don't I? I promise I was sober.
Roni's Christmas Eve present.
"Twas the night before Christmas"- complete with Abba's commentary

snuggly Youval
Christmas carols on Christmas morn

usual jaunt out to Laguna
girls on the beach
Also made the trip out to see the lights at Balboa. Once again, they were not at all over the top.
Even the dinosaur participated.
How high is this family's electrical bill?
Because of the rubbish weather, we took advantage of every nice day to go to the beach. This one is Aliso Creek.
Roni and Shiri decided to built a hut.
Youval and I decided to read.
Yay family on a beautiful day!
We also completed an insane puzzle. Curse you reflection!
I got to get together with a part of my lovely life group- Amy, Heather, Bethie and Amy. I even got to see Bethie and Heather an extra time as our usual location- Paradise Perks.
I went to Mindy and Devon's Californai reception at the beautiful Dana Point Harbor.
That meant I got to hang out with the cute couple one more time before they headed back to Florida. I also got to see Miss Bethany, dance again, chat with people from Voyagers and meet some of Mindy's college friends.
Finally, a few days before heading home, I took Shiri to get her cartilege pierce. Good thing you were checking a suitcase to Israel- they never would have let you get through security with that massive bottle of ear care product!

What a great holiday!